How far down the rabbit hole are you? Let’s break all illusions. Reality has it is, has many veils, many levels of perception and corruption. The first (false) awakening, the illusory inner mission (the command), the messiahs complex, etc. Let the whole truth be unveil and all Beings be set free from their inner prisons. It is time!
Once each soul individual begins to “awake” to reality, immediately arises a burning urge to alert and awake others. Honestly, it is a mix of panic for what we have learned recently and fear for being alone on this new perspective of life, and the new age loving part which we so strongly wish others to “evolve” quickly so at the end of the day we feel good with ourselves for saving the world. This is all part of the “process”! It is extremely overwhelming.
Breaking the spell of illusion of reality is not even the hardest part. It is heartbreaking to see things, the world, people, cultures, traditions, dogmas, for what they truly are and represent, and the truth behind the curtains. Yes, it is unbelievably hurtful. To accept we have been fooled for eons, and that some people, the ones so close to our hearts just simply cannot see what we see, and perpetuates unconsciously the tricky matrix, as we also have done before. This is how we feel.
At a first stage, there is a need to awake others, urgently. This “feeling” overrides anything else and acts as a main command, a rational inorganic machine-like directive. Normally accompanied by what I personally call the “messiahs complex”:
– “Now that I have received this revealing information, it is my duty and obligation to save others. I must save the world!”
Another very general characteristic of this stage is that temporary “feeling of enlightenment”:
– “I know more than most, so I am special and spiritually more evolved!”
Translation: I feel superior and can dictate to others the right conduct of life. Kind of like “my way or the highway”.
So far, everything I have described here has nothing to do with “enlightenment”, spiritual evolution or even breaking free from the “matrix”. The illusion remains, the only shift is that now instead of “trusting” the world and the system, we focus our attention to our inner rational self – The Mind.
Just for everyone’s information, what is the mind actually? Our mind is a biological (magnetic) processor, aka a computer, which receives, translates, and sends out electromagnetic pulses (information). Our physical center of command, rational information wise. Can this “piece” be hijacked and controlled from the outside, for example? Absolutely! It is all a matter of synchronizing with the “correct” frequency. Remember “hypnosis” – “Hypnosis is a state of human consciousness involving focused attention and reduced peripheral awareness and an enhanced capacity to respond to suggestion” (Wikipedia).
“If you want to find the secrets of the universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration.” ― Nikola Tesla
Where does the urge to awake others really comes from? The mind. At this point, the recent awakened has not set itself free enough. Therefore, very far yet from being able to share the overall picture to others. Each individual has it’s own pace and is at a different level. Instead of focusing within, in our own emotional stability and spiritual maturity, we are “suggested” to follow the “enlightenment process” by servicing to others. This is a new age program, and it keeps us far from any real transformation. And most do it willingly, without realizing they are enduring the main problem, their inner disconnection to Heart source, to avoid pain at any cost. Alcohol and drugs, serve the same purpose, think about it. It is just substituting one “drug” for another!
If we feel the need to “enlighten” and correct others, we are literally labeling their perspectives has incorrect, and judging others from our own limited perception of “truth”.
In fact, when we so “passionately” share information with others (the best word to describe it is: aggressively), we are just trying to control their opinions and believes, without respecting their own free will, and most of the time sharing more programing.
How do we know the difference? It is very simple. All so called “lightworkers” should seriously ask this question to themselves: What kind of information are you passing along, and what agenda does it serves? Is it focus on self-love, self-responsibility, self-empowering information, and energy or does it maintain the focus on the duality illusion, the good versus evil, and its eternal fight for power? First, does it make any sense, and do we understand the difference? Because this is crucial!
Most of times, “wanting” to “awake” (or manipulate) others is nothing but a narcissist behavior.
Apart from all these possible sources of motivation, the only real cure is within self. Only self-healing will help us through. No other way. Hence the only way to transform the world, is to transform ourselves. That is why we come as “individuals” because it is an “individual” self-responsible path. Letting others take responsibility for their own healing is an act of true love and compassionate respect. Making a business out of healing others, which in fact is not true, is the new age approach to keeping the “matrix” operational, and base on profit from others suffering.
“Give a man a fish and you feed him for a day; teach a man to fish and you feed him for a lifetime”
Accepting our responsibility is one of the most important lessons in life. Learning how to embrace our emotions, the whole spectrum of it, with the same love and gratitude. Understand that the Source is a neutral state, not dual, just like water (H2O) 2 doses of hydrogen (gratitude) for 1 dose of oxygen (love). Understand that everything, every energy, every frequency serves a purpose, a functionally, a deeper knowledge. Outside the “matrix” there is no right or wrong, no good or evil, no god and the devil, that is the main illusion of the “matrix”, one side is the mirror reflection of the other. If one intents to break free from command, one must “see” beyond duality (use that 3rd eye) and feel (accept) things as they are by nature. The energy we daily focus on is the same we are sharing with others. Be self-conscious!
The hardest truth of them all is also the deepest. The most heartbreaking and defenseless of all. That truth is also the most difficult to share, or better yet, the one that cannot be shared, it must be self-realized. I can only give you clues, pieces of the puzzle and so each can comprehend for themselves. Everything in this “reality” is compromised. I do mean everything. I have written about it many times, and in many ways. Be aware of the half lies within every shared (published/authorized) information, beliefs, and dogmas. There is no higher help, no ascended masters (again the sub intended superiority complex), no safe rituals. In truth, all rituals serve a hidden agenda, symbols and words, prayers included. Everything has a determined frequency and an energetic functionally. Even our electric boards circuits are shaped in specific ways. Research, double check every piece of information. Do not practice or affiliate yourself with what you don’t fully understand. Always dig deeper than a public and general explanation. Sub conscious agreements are made all the time, attention to the words you say, think, when agreeing with something (anything)!
The only safe “place” is within self, in our Heart mind, in full inner peaceful silent, but first we must dig through the layers of pain, fear, lack of self-love. It is a long and hard progression. Do not fear the pain, learn from it, as it says so much about our true selves. Find your inner child and listen to what it has to say. Learn how to listen to your body pains, they are speaking your truth, providing your answers.
All this information I just shared, I learned it the hard way. “Been there, done that”, that is why I know, learned it by feeling, by making the mistakes myself and waking up from it, growing with it. I am sharing this not so you do not make the same mistakes, but so you can understand them easier, hopefully. Have no illusion: each of you will make mistakes.
“It’s not how many times you fall that matters but how many times you get back up that counts.”
eli de Lemos